When Jing Yang and Sandy Wei returned to the Abode, I told them that Tzu Chi volunteers love me. Since they love me, they should also support my wisdom life. We uphold the principle, “A day without work is a day without meals.” The living expenses of the residents at the Abode and any Tzu Chi volunteer worldwide who comes to stay at the Abode are all supported by the daily labor of the Abode’s residents. Even the construction costs for the main hall at the Abode are supported by the residents themselves, not by the donations of lay people.
Although I have made a vow to be a monastic, I cannot accept a life of merely chanting repentance rites. I feel that to be a monastic is the work of a person with great aspirations, and a monastic’s spiritual practice is to be transcendent. Moreover, we cannot deliver someone just by chanting the sutras for the dead. Sentient beings will all follow the force of their karma, remaining in cyclic existence and receiving their karmic consequences.
Since becoming a monastic, I have had the ability to live on my own labor. I do not need to rely on the offerings of lay people, as I resolved to be self-sufficient. In the early days, I worked the fields and did various handicrafts. Life was difficult, but I still held firmly to this resolve. It was amidst hardship that Tzu Chi’s missions were established, and the finances of the Abode and the foundation have always been clearly separated. Also, on relief distribution days, the residents at the Abode prepare hot meals to provide for the public and care recipients. Back then, when the residents at the Abode had financial difficulties, they borrowed cooking oil and rice from Puming Temple.
If we compare the lives of the Abode’s resident monastics today to the early days, although they are still very busy every day, we now experience great abundance. Not only do we have enough to maintain our daily operations, we are also able to give away red envelopes every year during the Lunar New Year. It was not until Tzu Chi’s forty-second anniversary that I felt the residents could take on the financial responsibility for the construction of the main hall at the Abode. So, it was then that we decided to begin construction. We absolutely do not need to fundraise for things like this. This is not what I want.
I insist on not taking donations, and also on maintaining the spirit of self-sufficiency. I do not want to accept any lay practitioner’s help, not even a single brick. The Jing Si Abode is everyone’s home. I can accept Tzu Chi volunteers treating it as if they were building their own homes and working at the construction site for the Abode. But the funding for the Abode’s construction must come from the funds generated by the Abode. I do not want your money, only the strength you have to offer. Everyone can take turns to come back and brew tea, cook, move bricks, or clean, just as they would contribute to their own homes. I will joyfully accept this kind of help.
You must help safeguard my wisdom life and that of the resident monastics. The Jing Si Abode is here to support Tzu Chi, and it should never use a single penny of the foundation’s money or even a bit of its resources.